Come on Twinkle why don't you clap your Hands,
just open you're door for a better tomorrow.
Play your life like a movie star,
don't you know that we're all DREAMERS!
from Twinkle by Show feat. Kumi Koda

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
IT'S THE OINK OINK YEAR, PIGS!
here's wishing all of you success throughout the year!

Phew! Slept at 4.30am yesterday as I helped Mummy to clean the house & decorations as my Dad's sides relatives are coming the nest day. We both were very exhausted but no choice we still did it! Early in the morning went to my paternal Grandma's house for visiting, HEEHEE! Ate a little bit here & there, after that Mummy & I went back first to prepare. After we reached home, we packed a little bit, & my relatives came! SO CROWDED!! HAHA :))
SOON SOON they left!
hooray, i helped myself to the titbits! Yummm...yumm..
Now, I have bathed & we're going to Malaysia at 5.30pm later!
I can't wait! HAHA, its not for holiday. Every year for Chinese New Year I go back
to Malaysia because as you know my Mummy is a Malaysian so my Grandma is there, with a few aunties! I LOVE IT THERE!
Each time I go back to Kukup, its so refreshing! You can see all the plantations & CATCHING SEAFOOD! HAHA! My mummy is from Kukup! but not the seafood kind of area, thats further down :))

Its Grandma's birthday tomorrow, we're gonna have a big gathering, everyone comes back to celebrate together.. While I was bored, i started to count the number of people in my family ( including my niece & nephew) <- sounds so OLD!

ITS LIKE 56 family members in total!
UNBELIEVABLE!
thats because, my mummy has 13 brothers & sisters.
WHEE..
SUCH A BIG FAMILY!
I LOVE FAMILY GATHERINGS!
I'm super HIGH NOW!!
imagine the '' HONGBAOS"
nopes, not so many because cousins are still not married so we're all receiving not giving!
But anyway I'm so happy!

gonna go soon,
will write & post pictures for Chinese New Year Celebration!
Enjoy your holidays!

Love,
Stelle

Hello everyone! I have just came back from Montfort Secondary School from the Singapore Secondary School Debate Championships, well you know IJ Sec have been in A' division for Debate for a really long time. & all those in the A' division are thsoe top schools in school. So we were first against Raffles Institution! RI actually lost to Loyang Sec?? URGH! We actually finished school at 2.10pm today, so I went with Zena to have a light lunch at MACS; went to CD Rama to find Show's Gai Ban Album but they did not sell them. Went to popular to get the board for banner for OUR IJ DEBATING TEAM!
Then I rushed back to school, meet up with Ashley & Olivia, Olivia & I bath + freshened up for later. Dumm.. When we finished, just nice the scholars came back from the hostel; whee, they started the painting & stuff... It finally reached 5pm, we all proceeded to wait outside the General office for Mr Fausta Tan, haha funny man. MR Tan counted the people & collected the forms. Then we actually took A PUBLIC BUS TO MONTFORT?? NUMBER 88!! It took 45mins just to reach there! On the way we were talking to Mr Tan about some stuff, & they came across this topic that Ashley thought Mr Tan was HOT?? HAHA!! Mr Tan felt that AShley won't say such a thing! So much trust! Awww.. :) what a wonderful form teacher..anyways we reached Montfort in no time, WE SAW SO MANY SCHOOLS DEBATING TEAM?!?!
Then we spotted RI!!
You can actually distinguish them, they outshine the rest by their
SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH SOCKS; & THEIR STUCK UP ATTITUDE;
heehee.
Montfort's Canteen sucked, ewww all the food hygiene there were graded either a C or a B?
& our school has As & Bs.
NOT SURPRISED!
Whee.. went to find the SENIORS!
They looked so smart and neat in their blazers { Jacket }
With the whole pump shoe thing, so nice!
they looked seriously stressed out, Jeannie's face looks like she under tremendous pressure!
Cheryl was like rehearsing, the rest were busy writing the important points.

It was finally time to go up, it was Level 3, Debate Room 3.
WHOOT!
We went together with the scholars.
The scholars are like some super nice people!
Jessica & I looked at people's uniform, looks like we just entered a place for cremations
There were people dressed all BLACK, & people dressed all WHITE.
Undertakers & Crematers.
CHOY!
Wells, there were some nurses too..
The worst thing was that Melissa couldn't find her book with the whole case inside.
Everyone felt so scared, we couldn't find it.She felt so so bad; she teared a little.
You know if you were in that kind of situation you would too! Trust me!
She came up with another case script or something.

HOORAY IT STARTED!!
RI BOYS SUCKED.
SO RUDE!
Cheryl was really WONDERFUL;
MELISSA WAS AWESOME; HONESTLY AWESOME;
JEANNIE WAS MARVELLOUS!
Melissa actually shut a RI boy up! He was trying to over a POI to her { Point of Information}
and she already rejected them many times, and he kept saying '' Point, Madam!'' and she kept saying '' No thank you, Sir'' FINALLY, he kept asking that she shouted at him, '' NO THANK YOU SIR!'' HAHA, everyone was stunned, they laughed a little, she did too! She's such a excellent debater! ((:
I would pay to speak like her ((:
WHOOSH.

In the end, RI won against our school. THEY SUCKED.
they went out of topic & motion, while they were debating they also did some PARA PARA DANCE?
URGH!!
Typically biased!
Just because they are the TOP SCHOOL!!

CHIJ TOA PAYOH SEC IS THE BEST EVER!
I FEEL FOR MY SCHOOL AND MY SCHOOLMATES cum SENIORS.

I LOVE MY SCHOOL!
I LOVE EVERYONE IN DEBATE!
I think although we didn't win, but it was worth the experience.

Well, if you were still thinking what the motion was its:

THW ban gambling on sporting events.

IJ was the Proposition
RI was the Opposition.

Being opposition is stands a higher chance of winning!

I LOVE MY SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN.

tomorrow there's cheerleading, & after that I'm going for Show's autograph session.
Let's hope i get it!

LOVE YALL;

STELLE

Valentine's Day is coming..
To all the LOVERS out in the world;
you must be VERY HAPPY!

but singles, do not despair :)
You can always still celebrate it with your FRIENDS!
Well well; what are MY PLANS EXACTLY?

some things cannot be posted here; PERSONALLY PRIVATE
HAHA.whatever.
I think in school, I shall celebrate it with my FRIENDS!
Who's on my gift list this year?
So MANY.

• Melissa Ng
• Rui Li
• ~Nanatann~
• Li Xuan
• Xin Yi
• Ru Hui
• Roshini
• Rajali * i can't believe I'm so nice :)
• Olivia
• Jacqueline

I wonder if I have left anyone's name out ):

tag your name on the tagboard, if I have left yours OUT!

SMILE ((:

BLLOOPS;

I ponder what to give, a sweet sunflower or a box of chocolate?

Chocolate is too fattening, I don't want my friends to get fat!

Sunflowers much better, their too costly but I think only for some people :)

& get it straight people who think I love people of my own sex.

I'M TO THE EXTREME STRAIGHT!

We are YOUTHS! & we've gotta celebrate VALENTINE'S HEALTHYLY!

Anyways, I HAVE THOUGHT WHAT TO GIVE

It shall be a SECRET..

Let's hope I receive things too ):

HAHA..,

why do i love to be at home, sitting under the air-con,

on the computer? eating & rotting.

I think i'm getting too FAT.

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BIG ISSUE AGAIN!!

I think I'm going crazier & crazier

everyday about Wu Zun )):

but it could be a good thing too ((:

so wonderful;

but why Ella's not dating him? why's he not wooing her?

too good to be JUST CLOSE FRIENDS.

because of RUI LI!

I'M GAGA OVER FAHRENHEIT;

it's quite A WONDERFUL THING TO BE INFLUENCED

by HER!

she's really a great person, a person with a marvellous personality. You know sometimes she may seem all dreamy in Lala Land or something, shes so NICE in real person. So wonderful to have her in my class again for Secondary 1, everyone should know her, she's so nice nice nice nice nice nice. What a wonderful Friend!

not to mention Melissa.Ng too,

that one is untypeable, SHE IS TOO UNTYPEABLE.

she has this crazy thinking of hers, & always thinks of things you can hardly imagine.

ANYWAYS! THEY ARE WONDERFUL PEOPLE.

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NEXT ISSUE:

let's count the number of ''wonderful'' I have used in the entry.

Total number of ''wonderful'' used: 6 times

ok I thought it would have been more..

WHO CARES;

that's all for today, I'm too lazy, I'm so HIGH.

Hello!
I'm home from Dance! ok like very long ago! Haha! My feet is aching a little.
anyways, I'm too lazy to post; so wait for tomorrow!

Sorry for e Disappointment!


Stelle.

I'm feeling so horrible now, it was really worse yesterday. Yesterday, I was already not feeling well, so I went home early. I started having little sniffles and then dry cough. Slowly; it got very bad. After mummy came home from work, she immediately brought me to the clinic, I was giving like, Antibiotics; Steriods; Fever medicine { Just in case } ; Cough; Flu and a new Ventolin Inhalar Reliever. I went back home to take my medicine; had my dinner, and I slept at about 8.30pm. During the middle of the night, at about 3.30am around there, I had an asthma attack. It was really acute, I was breathing really really really hard.
So my mummy brought me to the 24 hour clinic, and I had the neubiliser after like 7 years, I haven't gotten an attack since 7 years ago. After the neubiliser, I was back to normal breathing, so the doctor just prescribed another steriod inhalar.
So my mum & I thought I was fine and could go home. While waiting for the medicine, I sat down outside. Suddenly I was just SUPER SUPER DROWSY. I had no energy, and when we were gonna leave; I couldnt see the door that I pushed my mummy to the side; and I JUST FAINTED. All I could see was just this black thing. I totally blacked out, and could only hear the doctor & nurse telling me to breath in & out.

Then, I was being brought again into the doctors room, I was very pale, the doctor took my BP
{Blood Pressure} it was only 60. Which was very bad, when like a normal persons BP is 110. The doctor recommended my mummy to send me to A & E immdiately.
A & E = Accident & Emergency.
At Mount Alvernia, so my mummy agreed, we called a cab not an ambulance because I did not hurt anywhere of my body. I was admitted there a night, so that they could check my BP regularly and my asthma attack would be in control.

I'm so scared of Asthma now, so saddening I have Asthma, why? Thats because of my stupid nanny when I was young. Bath me in the middle of the night, and blow the fan directly at me when I was a baby.

STUPID NANNY.

I've never faint before, I'm so scared...
Fainting is a horrible thing.

Now I am in the school computer, watching some drooling videos!
Talking about your learning styles; pretty funny I guess. Well; I'm coughing which is pretty saddening. I need to sleep. Srepsils Cough is in my LOCKER!! I need it now! Can my Strepsils flew up here? Or take a lift up? Can you imagine if one day the lift's door opened, and a big Strepsils Cough Bottle Plushie just appeared and hugged you?
Ok I'm getting pretty lame; well the Learning Styles said that I'm very imaginative, but my imgination don't come with studies, but things otherwise. Let's hope tomorrows debate will go on smoothly!

Till I get home..

A WARM GREETING TO EVERYONE!
I JUST CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL;

*Oh no, I just remembered I'm gonna have CHINESE tuition later!, I suddenly don't really like tuition, and just love love CCA's which is pretty funny, because I usually come home very late from them.

BOOSH! How was my day? It was quite good, well we had English, not sure why but I just love to listen to Ms Tay's ascent when she speaks. I asked her in my journal if she had studied overseas, her reply was:
Her family had a policy which follows as NO SINGLISH;which is AH so cool ;)
She loves dancing too..
Drama was pretty fun today; we had to act out different objects, we also played some clapping games.

Something is bothering ME.
I'm not sure WHAT , but it seems I'm rather vexed these few days over no rhyme or reason
after school.
Seems pretty wierd to me.

Thinking about the tuition homework, so much.
I'm totally burst out; I ain't working right now.
TOO TIRED.

We're gonna have PSL tomorrow, not sure whether to go or not, I'm so tired to come back home at 5+pm. I feel like sleeping; i'm so lazy...

Another sudden change in me also is that my body will like totally turn off at about 9-10pm; which makes me so fustrated; turn off means sleeping early.
I'm so obedient now, so wierd!!
I sleep so early you know!!

Help me change my habit someone..

HELLO EVERYONE!
its been a long time since I last posted! Anyways I have loads to say :) First of all, its the Year 2007! Everything is new and fresh, seems pretty EXCITING to me...
NOW; for my class; what class am I in?
I AM IN 1/8!! HOORAY!
* then it goes like : 1/8 never waits, cause we are fast and never late,
cause we are the winning class, so ROCK ON!
AW! ROCK ON! AW!
Anyways, guess what CCA am I in??
Pretty peculiar you know.
ESTELLE
IS IN
DANCE ENSEMBLE
AND
ELDDS- DEBATE

Like how WONDERFUL this is;
For DANCE I'm in Technique;

along with Ru Hui; Natasha.R; and Rajali.
Now, WHO IS RAJALI?
she is this VERY OUT-SPOKEN , JOVIAL , Quite fun to be WITH! Heehee :)
She's sort of Eurasian, maybe she is.
Her mummy is European; father is an Indian.

OOPS!
why did I divert the topic?
WHEEWHEE.

My leg joints is strained.
Because of DANCE; we had contemporary first;
it was really really fun; but we had almost 45mins of warm-ups.

DEBATE:
The first day of Debate was quite already, e Secondary 1s was shown an exhibit of Demo Debate; it was TOTALLY AWESOME!!
Today is the 2nd, we're suppose to have a Debate with the
Motion: THW How is Internet Safe?
I was the 3rd speaker for the Opposition Team.
It screwed up a little.

The seniors were pretty nice!
Oh ya, I have like this question in my head.
Q: Does Michelle ( from Debate ) wears eye-liner? Her eyes stands out!

Now I'm home blogging in my uniform :)
Wheee...
Gonna change my blogskin & bath :)

Gotta do DEBATE HOMEWORK!!
Sudden change in ATTITUDE BABE!
I'm so studious..

Till tomorrow!

Hello YALL! I'm Back, after sucha long time, well as promised I will upload the pictures for the Wedding Dinner as well as I'VE FOUND SOMEWHERE GREAT!! Pretty amazing, will elaborate further later after the pictures.

This is the Table:) Table 20!

My Aunty & I :)

Difficult to Figure;

thats only a few of the pictures;

theres more.

but not gonna upload all.

MY NEW DISCOVERY;

DIASO{ Always $2 }

Your Friendly Japanese Store'..

at Plaza Singapura & VivoCity

I found this shop, everything all $2, not some cheapo shop selling lousy items. You will be surprised by the quality of the items, really good, made in Japan. You can get everything there, from crafts of various kinds, to kitchenary, gardening and clothing; electronic things; food & beverage. Should really check it out! Practical stuff, lovely things. DIY manicure kit or accessories can be found there too, really nice, the jewels and the funniest thing is there is such thing as Handy Nail Dryer that comes like in a bottle, which you can bring around anywhere, and do it anytime.

Bought some items, the rest are my Mums.

• Recipes Box
• Christmas Reindeer Headset
• Ready-Made Roses [ Ideal for Cards or Decors ]
• SD-Card Cleaner [ For those who use SD-card, it works ]
• Unique Plasters [ Different funny shapes ]

* I put them into small thumbnails, so that I can manage these easier. If you wanna see the bigger ones, tag your name, email on the tagboard, will send it to you.

View from Side

View from Top

The ready-made roses [ So many to choose from ]

The Christmas Reindeer Headset

This the SD-card Cleaner! The different Shaped Plaster!

To all you bloggers out there, You won't believe what I dreamt of last night!! HAHAHA
I dreamt of Tony Sun!! He was so close ok, only like 60cm away from me :), ok this was what happened, I was shopping around outside, then he was standing downstairs of the building, him alone larh, OMG HAHAA!!!
Then its like I went to say hi AND WENT BERSERK!!!
He looks better in my dream than on media. ITS REALLY OBSESSION I TELL YOU.
I've never talked or even have the time to think about Mr Fighting or 5566 or Sweety because recently too busy. It just came back on its own(:
but it was a fantastic dream. Seems to real, but the detailed one arh, cannot tell you larh, too long leh.

HEEEHEE.
Bring me back to sleep...

Yesterday was Graduation Tea! So excited gosh going crazy!! Early in the morning at 7am I went to Zena's house, well everyone was meeting there so that we could go there together!! Anne went to get the Straightener and Curler for the hair to use later!! Oh, we also dyed our hair Medium Brown, its rather a normal thing for me! Revlon Coloursilk is the best! After dyeing our hair, I curled/ straightened my hair a little, then changed into my tube dress:) Gosh love it! Mamma Mia! Brought the costume for the CLASS ITEM COMPETITION LATER ON!! ARHH.
Thinking of what the other classes would be doing, gave me loads of Question Marks, so after packing Zena's kind mummy sent 4 of us to CARLTON HOTEL!! Hooray!! We were taking quite a number of pictures in the car, and doing make-up in which we didnt have much time on!!

We finally reached the lobby!!, we were a lil late but still in time! Went into the Empress Ballroom:) Everyone was sitting down on their tables, and we found ours too! Its Table 10! Saw Melissa Rodrigues and Jia yi! Must comment on Jia Yi, she looked fabulous!

After eating heehee, didnt eat much, we went to the toilet to change into our costumes, gosh hell we were scared of hiccups. The 1st round of Miss IJ was over!! Its Daisy, Hibi, Hono then our class! When we performed, I felt quite cold suddenly, probably not performing for such a long time since last year. Well, we all did our best.
Then we changed back again into our dress,
IT WAS BOOGIE TIME!!
I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!
ALL OF US WERE LIKE CRUMPING WITH THE MUSIC SO MANY TIMES.
DISCO-LIKE!
((:
We were the daring 8 people who went up on the dance floor first! :)

IT WAS RESULTS TIME!!
We won 3rd wan't too bad, at least Top 3 without Natasha!!
(:

SMILES SMILES SMILES

We won $10 voucher from Popular, a bit little but STILL BETTER THAN NONE!!:)

SWEET!

AFTER THAT WE WENT TO KBOX!!
SO CRAZY THERE!!
WE WERE SINGING; DANCING; HAVING FUN!!
Until 9+++ in the Night!! althought the package we signed could sing until 1am, but no one could stay that late!!

* got more pictures, but too lazy to upload all!

I changed already, I prefer/ love the show Mr Fighting or 格鬥天王 more than Green Light, My Home!!!

Today is just such a bad day, Friday's have never been like that before. This is how it goes, Ms Koh went for an Interview leaving the class from 9-10am, she assigned work to do and said that we're not suppose to sit in groups or have any discussion. She then left, the moment she left people started grouping themselves, including Natasha anyways I told her not to put me in the spot if not you want to sit then sit! She just walked away, then a while later I asked Rebecca whether she wanted them to sit in pairs she just was lost and not sure what to say. I then told the rest to split their tables and its like they were not happy and said '' Why must be split when we're not talking?? '' I had to shout out to the class and they didn't even gave the simplest attention! Please lah, you guys voted for us, but now you'll choose not to listen. Even Roshini answered back and tried to reason her way into sitting in pairs! People in our class just don't understand how it feels to be able to manage between work and leading the class, they just think its that easy. Melissa.Ng even called us ******, Ms Koh came back and started scolding, happened that I went to the toilet too, to check on Jia Yi cause of her sore eyes, well she didn't wanna go home, but I somehow saved myself and got her sent home, when Ms Koh asked where did I go, i told her that I went to check on Jia yi and wanted to bring her to the General Office. I felt so bad after saying, I'm not sure whether is Jia Yi angry with me for partly saving myself and at the expense of her going home.

Seriously when you think twice you'll find that life's just full of bullshit and everyone wants their way in whatever things they do, sometimes when I think back, we the class committee are very much willing to scarifice our work to lead the class but do they appreciate?? Do they care?? Do they respect us?? Do they?

I doubt anyone can answer my questions,
cause In my brain its full of this:

? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

Disappointed ME

today is racial harmony day, i wore a yellow top and skirt!

We're all back to school again, after a great month of rest +) Feels so funny, wearing your uniform again, having supplementry classes. Time flies in school today, suddenly have this odd feeling. I'm just probably nut-out, seeing all my classmates again. We had like this group work, NE Board thing we gotta fill up, we ended up crapping with all the funny drawings!! Jia Yi was like No.69 . Shes just so comical :) Comical doesn't match up to Anne, her funny stuff. And in half and hours time I will be meeting mum at hdb@hub, then go for dinner, meeting Natalie and Roshini! Going for DSA Talk lah, i'm so confused between schools, tell me. Each time I meet Roshini she just simply changes my choice. Gosh, shes sure good at it.

Shall End it Here.

Byes.
moody mood today.

HELLO!!
just came back from Malaysia, wha so fun man. First went over to Aunty's house to stay..heehee spent some great great time with my cousins :) watched DVDs as you know Malaysia is known for their..yeah you know.
we got it from JUSCO Tebrau City, my aunty lived near there, it was huge of course largest Southeast Asia Shopping Centre.

whee.

watched like black night , running wild and R.V

it korean quite
was show nice.
super
scary.


after that went to langkawi :) suppose to go Genting but never leh.
so much fun!!
un-expressable.


I just love life if it was full of holidays like this..
where you could just spend time with cousins and
instead of misering in school.

OH! WANNA DANCE WITH SOMEBODY.
I WANNA DANCE WITH SOMEBODY WITH SOMEBODY WHO LOVES ME.
((:
WOO HOO.
WITH SOMEBODY WHO LOVES ME.
(:

FUN FUN FUN.

just woke up and came online, slept at 2 yester night. Was smsing and talking to Claudia, she was really down and stuff, I felt so confused yester lah. Shes so vexed over _____ and ______
dont know what to do.
Claudia: Hey Estelle! I'm so sorry what I did to you just now!! Cannot get over it! Feelin so guilty
Estelle: Its ok(:
Claudia: Can't help! still fretting about ______ and shes really making me go crazy.
Estelle: Hope you feelin better.
Claudia: ______ ate all my chips tht I nearly fainted of hunger.
Estelle: Whoa thats bad.
Claudia: OF COURSE!!!!
Estelle: Anything I can do for you?
Claudia: No one to trust anymore.
Estelle: Yeah! I have to one to trust anymore too.
Claudia: You too!! I just need someone by my side now.

Estelle: I wish we're at the school campus I could walk around like
nobodys business.
Claudia: Ya.

* and so on.

we smsed till one of us slept, I think it was me!! i just pressed a button and went blank haha.
she slept too.

Argh, I guess this is what it is.

After chinese supp class this part of me told me to go to the library and some how I did went there!! It was so interesting there, I read couple of Fashion Designing books which actually gave me even more interest in Fashion Designing. Gosh! Didn't know that Chanel was a Great Fashion Designer she designed like all the Fab Clothes I saw in the pictures!! This really nice black and white dress where the hips had this nicely cut slits which gave it a sleek touch, then I proceeded to the cookbook session where I SPENT 2HRS reading a book. I COPIED THE RECIPE EVEN!! it was really yummy lah!! I went home and tried it, it was FAB FAB FAB I must say!!

today I like had Chinese Supp Class lah,
as usual woke up super late, and dressed up and stuff. Didn't realise that my door was like actually jammed, until Dad and I wanted to go out it was jammed lor. My Dad and I were like so fed up, cannot open the stupid door. We asked our neighbours, WE WERE ALL LATE!!! called Mum she immediately came back and got a cab for me to go to school. It was already 8.45 when I left in the taxi, this stupid taxi driver just drived alowly at his own pace. I was like WHAT THE HELL!! finally it reached I ran and went to class thankgoodness 老师 never scold me.