Friday, July 28, 2006

I changed already, I prefer/ love the show Mr Fighting or 格鬥天王 more than Green Light, My Home!!!
Today is just such a bad day, Friday's have never been like that before. This is how it goes, Ms Koh went for an Interview leaving the class from 9-10am, she assigned work to do and said that we're not suppose to sit in groups or have any discussion. She then left, the moment she left people started grouping themselves, including Natasha anyways I told her not to put me in the spot if not you want to sit then sit! She just walked away, then a while later I asked Rebecca whether she wanted them to sit in pairs she just was lost and not sure what to say. I then told the rest to split their tables and its like they were not happy and said '' Why must be split when we're not talking?? '' I had to shout out to the class and they didn't even gave the simplest attention! Please lah, you guys voted for us, but now you'll choose not to listen. Even Roshini answered back and tried to reason her way into sitting in pairs! People in our class just don't understand how it feels to be able to manage between work and leading the class, they just think its that easy. Melissa.Ng even called us ******, Ms Koh came back and started scolding, happened that I went to the toilet too, to check on Jia Yi cause of her sore eyes, well she didn't wanna go home, but I somehow saved myself and got her sent home, when Ms Koh asked where did I go, i told her that I went to check on Jia yi and wanted to bring her to the General Office. I felt so bad after saying, I'm not sure whether is Jia Yi angry with me for partly saving myself and at the expense of her going home.

Seriously when you think twice you'll find that life's just full of bullshit and everyone wants their way in whatever things they do, sometimes when I think back, we the class committee are very much willing to scarifice our work to lead the class but do they appreciate?? Do they care?? Do they respect us?? Do they?

I doubt anyone can answer my questions,
cause In my brain its full of this:

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Disappointed ME

Friday, July 21, 2006

today is racial harmony day, i wore a yellow top and skirt!